TESTIMONIAL - MAX - (Selangor, Malaysia)

How a skeptic found solace in the strange universe of Master Lilian Lai

I lost my sanity as the construct of my morality, religion and everything good that I stood for was shattered when I discovered that my father was stealing a substantial sum of money from me and my family and left us in debt to fuel an affair with a woman that was not my mother. I did not know what to do and had worn out my circle of friends…until I met Lilian.

She calls it talking, but to me the consultations with Lilian are an awakening - the crucial insights that I got from Lilian regarding my energy signature and what was hidden were emotionally reviving and reconditioned my outlook in life. The specifics that Lilian gave had restored a sense of peace that I was desperately seeking and positively affirmed an inner power that was lost from the shock of a father’s betrayal.

To Lillian, I can’t thank you enough for being my beacon of hope.

-Max
Selangor

TESTIMONIAL - MEL - (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)

Lilian is a rare find. Having beaten down by life due to betrayals in business and relation/friendships, I had lost the will to live. Lilian was quick to restore that lost vitality often discounted only by a happy child. Being unacquainted to energy healing, Lilian’s methods first appeared to me as unconventional, but after going through several rounds of failed medical and psychiatric treatments for depression, they have proven to be just what I need for an amazing recovery in self esteem, confidence and luck. Lilian, meeting you was an unmerited favour from the Divine.

Grateful,
Mel
Kuala Lumpur

TESTIMONIAL - MOSES - (Director - Investment Bank - Selangor, Malaysia)

A traumatic season of relationship breakup, career crisis and financial turmoil left me devastated and a broken man. Lingering emotions of defeat, fear and hopelessness soon manifested into suicidal tendencies.

How I landed at Lilian’s door was purely by God’s sweet Grace. Lilian combines world class professionalism with authentic intuitive energy healing capacities to produce genuine results. Half way through the programme, she has brought about tremendous change- i can say with conviction that my life has turned around for the upside-people, even animals adore me, am noticed without putting in much effort, been getting very lucky and cultivated a lot of charisma with my sex energy returning.

I witnessed destructive and distressing patterns dissolve under Lilian’ blessings and guidance. She had made me whole again as I am now able to experience life with joy and vibrancy. The healing process was rapid and easy and only required confidence in Lilian.

Mind blowing. Had a fantastic week since our last full moon session. After, I felt immense shift; it’s been a while since things started lining up this well. From feeling dead inside after being abandoned by people whom I thought had my back, I feel so different. The will to live that Lilian restored is priceless. I look forward to my days again. I am actually accomplishing again. It feels so good to meet the world with a brave and enthusiastic spirit.

I recognize Lilian and her team as one of a handful of elite practitioners who really understands to the core of a problem and eliminates it. I trust her. To Lilian & team, I am eternally grateful for your nurturing and selfless ways in healing my predicaments. I know that your karma will bloom from the genuine presence and compassion you have shown. Meeting you has been the best thing in my life.

Moses
Selangor

TESTIMONIAL - S.L - PART 3 (Jewelry Designer & Property Agent - Singapore)

Dear Master Lilian,

Thank you for all your help. Here’s my testimonial. I hope it will help someone.

I have been divorced since 2014 but since then I had trouble with my flat. First I was to buy over my ex husband’s share of the flat and take it over. I finally found the funds to do so but then changed jobs and wasn’t able to furnish the rest of the housing loan. I applied for a variation of court order to sell the flat instead.

This took a Long time to go through and all the while I was still paying for the flat. No one living there and I couldn’t rent it out so I was making a loss. For 2 years I was contributing to this depreciating asset and was in such a bad state. I finally got approval to sell it and the court granted me one year to do so.

Many months in, I still couldn’t find a buyer. I thought that I wouldn’t make it in time. Thankfully, Master Lilian advised me to get the CAN and the WMC. After more than 30 viewings I finally got an offer. I was so relieved.

Few days later the buyer withdrew and I was so upset. Master Lilian advised me to be patient and to have faith that what’s meant for me will come. A few days later it did! I had another offer and for an even higher price!

Even with some administrative delays and difficulties, the deal went through and closed just one day before the one year date was up. I have only gratitude for this journey and I’m very happy that this chapter has finally closed.

Warm regards,
SL
Singapore

TESTIMONIAL - S.L - PART 2 (Jewelry Designer & Property Agent - Singapore)

Here’s Testimonial 2

I am a divorced Mother, with three school going children.

I got married while I was still in my final year in university and did not complete it because I had a baby soon after that. Throughout my 12 years of marriage, I stayed at home to take care of my kids and household. Therefore, have never went out to work. When I got divorced in 2013, I had to take care of my kids because my ex Husband was not giving any financial support.

My family helped me out for a while but they could not do that for Long. Thankfully, I got a job at a jeweller, doing something I’m trained in and enjoy. However, the salary I drew from there couldn’t really pay much of my bills and expenses. I also had to work 10-12 hours daily and barely saw my kids.

As I have a Property Agent license too, I also got some money on the side. After a few transactions for property I found that what I made in one deal, I made in one year at the jeweller.

I took the leap and resigned to become a full time Property Agent. It didn’t start out well. My mentor got sick and then later had some marriage problems. She had no time to groom me and I was lost about how to proceed t make a career in the industry. Later I joined another team and my mentor guided me well but it seemed like I just had no luck.

My family helped me financially again and later as I moved in with my Boyfriend, he has been helping me financially. I have closed a few deals but no where near enough to survive.

I felt quite Low as time went by. To the point I felt suicidal and like I was losing my mind. At home I was snapping at my kids, always unhappy about something they did or my boyfriend did.

I knew that I had to do something about it. I contacted Master Lilian and she kindly allowed me to pay for my CAN (Career Allies Necklace) and WMC (Wealth Magnet Coin) in installments so that I would be able to visit her and start my blessings.

Since I’ve seen her I’ve been feeling more positive and confident that money will come to me.

There was an incident where I didn’t do well in at presentation at work and I told Master Lilian that I thought that the CAN and WMN were not working. She helped me realise that I can’t blame what happened on that. I have to take responsibility and improve my skills at work in order to succeed. I have since, stopped this blaming attitude. I am going to increase my knowledge and skill to be come a successful professional.

With CAN and WMC blessings, I believe that I will be able to become a successful business woman.

SL

Singapore

TESTIMONIAL - S.L - PART 1 (Jewelry Designer & Property Agent - Singapore)

Dear Master Lilian,

Thank you so much for all the prayers and counselling. Here’s my testimonial.

In 2012, I had suffered from a double break up.
I was in an abusive marriage for 12 years, to a man who was addicted to computer games and didn’t want to work.

After trying everything I could to fix my marriage, I realised I had to leave for my kids and my own safety. I told him that I was going to divorce him and he should prepare for that.

During this time, I confided in my ex Boyfriend who helped me to deal with all the stress and issues. He also made me realise that I was worth more than to be treated badly and made me feel loved again.

Eventually, I fell back in love with him. I had forgotten what it was like to be in love and gave my whole heart to him. He told me he had fallen in love with me too and we got really close, texted love messages to each other daily and met up when we could.

My ex Husband soon found out about us when he checked my phone while I was asleep. We all met up to decide what to do next. It ended badly for me. My new love said he would not be able to be with me because he would not be able to accept my kids. I told my ex Husband that I would still want a divorce and there I was left with neither of them.

I was broken and come 2013, I was still not over it. My oldest Friend insisted that I pay master Lilian a visit. I didn’t know what to expect but I did.

Master Lilian performed PCT (Physical Cleansing Therapy) water therapy on me, which helped me heal my broken heart and even some of my hurt and trauma from being abused for so Long. She gave me the blessed water course and assured me that I would soon find myself with more than one choice for a partner and I will find love again.

There was something about her calmness and sureness when she said it that I quite believed her. I went back hopefully and revitalised. Also more calm and at peace.

True enough, a while later I had started dating again and eventually found my present Boyfriend. We have been together for about four years and living together happily with my kids. He is responsible, loving and we have a lot of fun together. Sometimes I can’t believe how fortunate I am now.

Thank you Master Lilian, for cleansing my energy and helping me realise that I am good enough to be with a man who treats me well.

SL
Singapore

TESTIMONIAL - THE DOUBTFUL ONE (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)

I was skeptical when told this piece of item, costing more than 2k could actually enhance my financial situation. Having lived perpetually hand to mouth and not having extras to enjoy some simple luxuries, I thought why not invest as I had nothing to lose but everything to gain.

Shocking and amazing as it seems, I literally recovered my investment within three weeks of purchasing the money coin, slowly but surely I started to gain some cash from small investments and the best shocking part of it was that now out of the blue I got promoted and the extra money comes in handy at a time I needed it the most.

God Bless Master for convincing me to invest and I have no regrets at all. I remember telling Master Lilian that I want the coin in my hand to prove to myself it actually works. Perhaps she was taken aback at my audacity to question her. But that is me, after having been taken for a ride by numerous others no one can blame me if I am careful with the little money I have. Now I am grinning ear to ear so to speak. Hopefully more doors will open more financial gain for me to enjoy the simple luxuries. I hope my story will encourage others to make an investment for their own success story.

Thank you Master.
God Bless

The Doubtful One

TESTIMONIAL - STEFANIE (Professional Beautician & Make-up Artist - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)

Back in 2014, I met Master Lilian with a burdened heart and in a complete daze of what was happening in my life. I was facing difficulties in keeping a stable job as I was struggling to climb up the corporate ladder only to have close peers tear me down. Inevitably changing jobs and also turned "friends" into "enemies" along the way. I constantly blamed myself and was betrayed by my "closest friends", despite continuously giving them the benefit of doubt. I was constantly backstabbed, stolen from, lied to, given false hopes, criticised and always felt I wasn't good enough for anyone. Even though I always put on a happy and bubbly persona, I was destroyed inside. 

I confided in Master Lilian and was advised to take the Physical Cleansing Water and The Career Allies Necklaces. Recently, I started getting better offers and met influential people and felt the peace I have not felt in a while. My personal relationships improved and things seem to be heading the right direction. I realised who my friends and foes were and became more aware of where I was heading in my life. I have also left the corporate world and found my true passion in being a beautician and makeup artist and for the first time in my life, I am happy being myself and attracted all the right people into my life. I can honestly say, I am doing well for myself and looking forward to more good news everyday! 

Writing this testimonial has been very emotional to me as I treasure Master Lilian like my God-sent soul sister and she always has my best interest at heart . Not only that, she has helped my loved ones and friends.

I am forever grateful to Master Lilian and I love her sincerity and her true purpose in life, which is to help people who believe they can live the successful and harmonious life they dream about. In her very own way, I believe she can save more broken hearts if you only give her a chance to help you better your lives.

Master Lilian, you're one of my guardian angels and I send you love from the bottom of my heart. May God bless you abundantly ❤

Love,

Stefanie

TESTIMONIAL - Madam I.P (Petaling Jaya, Malaysia)

Thanks master lilian 4 are the help given to me when i was having a very hard time.i had things following me, had prb with my kids and i also managed to forgive my husband for letting me down so badly.the beating section which i had, helped me alot and also the moon blessing.now my life is much better.thanks to u again.

Mdm. I.P

TESTIMONIAL - Lily Mohd Nor (Petaling Jaya, Malaysia)

Nama saya Lily Mohd Nor, saya seorang janda anak 2,saya kenal Master Lilian dalam tahun 2013, pada mulanya hanya sebagai seorang customer biasa sahaja, oleh sebab saya suka mengumpul koleksi germs stone saya selalu ke kedai beliau untuk membeli dan memperbaiki gelang saya.

Cerita saya bermula pada hujung tahun 2013 dimana saya sepatutnya bernikah dengan seorang duda tetapi ditingalkan tanpa sebarang sebab dan saya hampir2 gila dibuatnya dan saya mula abaikan anak2 saya dan sentiasa dalam keadaan murung dan sedih dan saya teringatkn Master Lilian lalu saya berjumpa dengan beliau dan beliau banyak menasihatkan saya dan saya berubat dengan cara beliau, dengan Cuma 1 hari sahaja perasaan sedih dan murung saya telah pulih dan saya tidak merasa tertekan dan saya boleh focus pada kerja dan anak2 saya semula.

Di sebabkan saya banyak memendam rasa marah dan benci pada bekas suami yang menduakan saya, sehingga saya tidak boleh memandang wajah bekas suami bila dia datang untuk mengambil anak, begitu bencinya saya pada dia kerana perbuatan beliau. Tapi bekas suami ingin kembali rujuk dan selalu sabar dan tahan dengan maki hamum saya padanya.

Dan saya berjumpa Master Lilian dan beliau sarankan saya berubat secara sebatan rotan dan meminum cleansing and treatment water bagi merawat dalaman saya dan saya setuju untuk berubat dan setelah selesai perubatan saya merasa diri saya bukan lagi seotrang pembenci malah saya dapat memaafkan semua kesalahan sesiapa yang pernah bersalah pada saya. Saya merasa lebih tenang dan lebih ceria dan pada bulan May 2016 saya telah bernikah balik pada bekas suami dan kami hidup bahagia sekarang.

Apa yang saya hendak katakan disini ialah setiap masalah mesti ada Jalan penyesaianya, sama ada kita mahu atau tidak melakukannya. Sebangai seorang Islam saya masih bersujud pada Yang Maha Esa untuk memberi saya kekuatan dalam menempuh segala dugaan hidup, semasa saya berubat denagn Master Lilian beliau tidak mengunakan unsur2 keagamaan atau unsur2 shirik. Itulah sebab saya yakin dengan cara perubatan beliau.


Yang benar
Lily Mohd Nor

TESTIMONIAL - SOPHIA (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)

Meeting Master Lilian has been a life changing experience for me. My fascinations for crystals lead me to her shop in Amcorp Mall by chance one day and little did I know that my life would change for the better. I used to be depressed and I cried easily. Can you imagine, watching Disney cartoons could get me work up buckets of tears? I always felt that I am stuck and I am running in circles. There seems to be a shroud of dark abyss sucking me inside. The more I tried to take control, the more I felt I am getting trap deeper. My health condition has been poor and I was even asked to seek operation for my polyps too. Initially I went to buy the Career Allies charms to help me with my career and life, yet Master Lilian saw right through my deepest sorrow and hurt. I have never confided my story to anyone, not even my closest friends, yet somehow she knew my life story. Master Lilian’s calm persona and tactful questions somehow made me trust her totally. Thankfully I opened up and shared my unhappiness with her, as I was involved with another married man. The affair was not helping me at all as I worshiped my boyfriend to the point, until I have lost my true self and self worth. Master advised me to try out the Physical Blessing Therapy (PBT) to help sort out my life problems. I was hesitant for a while but I took the courage to do it, even though Master warned me that it would be painful!  And I am so thankful that I listened to master, for after receiving the PBT from Master Lilian, the burden of my shoulder felt so much lighter. And for the first time, I could not or I would say, I did not want to cry anymore! When I tried to walk down my sorrowful memory lane, my mind just would not do it for me! Master Lilian has been a great teacher, advisor, friend and mentor to me. She has not only showed me the true path but had helped me in so many other areas of my life and my family too. Buying the career allies charm for my school-going daughter, not only healed her bad relationship with other family members, but now my kid is calmer and a better girl too! With the knowledge and clarity that Master Lilian had taught me, I have learnt to be kinder to my own self and to have more self –worth and confidence too! Thank you Master Lilian for all that you have done for me. Thank you for waking me up from my blind stupor. Thank you for showing me that I am worthy to have all the love that I want and deserve. I know I still have some more healing to be done, but with your help and guidance, I can do it! You can always count on Master Lilian to give valuable advices and encouragement, just like what she had done for me! May God bless Master Lilian always. :)

Sincerely,
Sophia.

TESTIMONIAL - TESTIMONY PART 2 from Madam PP (Petaling Jaya, Malaysia)

The difference between the old me and the new me...... Now I am strong enough to handle the overwhelming situation I was in which nearly brought me down the deepest hole.

I have conquered my demons. I have been broke, lied to, taken advantage of, cheated on, hungry and full.  My name has been dragged through the mud ever so liberally by the one who should have protected me and every time  I pick myself up and wash it off to continue this so called journey of life..

Not only am I still standing, I am thriving.  I have come a long way, and no one is going to hold me back anymore.

Whatever you are going through at this time in your life will pass.  The future is what matters while the present is the journey there. Learn from your past and work to defeat it, do not let it weigh you down.  Let it be that you are the person who emerged from it with help of course.

You can be amazing in your own way and no one can take that from you.  Live life and cherish it as I have done with much help from Master Lilian

That is to say that I am still an ardent follower of Master.  I have gone through The Physical Cleaning and Physical Blessing therapies with her which has led me to my current well being status.

God Bless

Madam PP

TESTIMONIAL - TESTIMONY PART 1 from Madam PP (Petaling Jaya, Malaysia)

Life for me took a downward hill from the year 2005. Health issues, a broken heart due to husband's infidelities, financial constraints were some of the key issues affecting my life. I used to go all over the place looking for solutions to my predicament,.whilst some took me for a ride, there were others whose sole purpose was give me a whole lot of "bull crap", i said i was down and out but not stupid or without any sense of what is and what isnt. As it was, luck was not with me as from December 2008 till as late as June this year I was not able to meet up with Master Lilian. I used to spend a lot of time walking around Amcorp Mall, but never got a chance to meet Master. However things changed this October, when I chanced upon her at her shop on the 2nd floor whilst she was attending to some clients. That was the beginning of my current journey with Master Lilian. Boy was I very very happy  to have met her.

The brief encounter with Master Lilian, opened my eyes and mind and was amazed at some of the things she was telling me. Due to my problems I was at a breaking point as for the past couple of years I was not able to have sound sleep and sleeping only for a couple of hours or not sleep at all, I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and depression.

My first priority I told her was that I needed to sleep. She brought out the sleep well card. A "Sleep Well" card never heard that one before. After her demo on the other benefits of the Card, I decided to give my head a long needed rest by purchasing the Card. For the first time in many years I had a much needed sleep which woke me up early feeling fresh and ready to meet the challenges for the day. I carry it around with me wherever I go and keep it under my pillow when I go to sleep.

PS: Yesterday by chance I discovered how beneficial this "Card" really is. I had the flu and was feeling feverish. I decided to take the flu medicine, however on second thought I decided to place a glass of water on top of the card and later drank the water, after a while i began to feel better (usually I would be up most of the night blowing my nose and feeling uncomfortable and not able to sleep). I slept well without much trouble and in the morning I was beginning to feel feverish and the sign of a running nose again. However instead of reaching out for the medicine I repeated the water treatment and as the day is progressing I am feeling much better (usually i would take days to recover). I will continue to take the water treatment until I fully recover. Master Lilian  you.

My 2nd therapy was the "9 day water treatment". It was a cleansing and healing process. I am more confident and calmer now. I know whatever happened is no fault of mine. My directions in life is much clearer now and my approach to things and people have more meaning too.

I also embarked on a "Moon Blessing" for my son to boost his career, enhance his relationship and to keep him safe. A remarkable change has come over my son. 

To further enhance my relationship, career and protection I also bought the Career Allies Necklace silver chain which further added to my overall well being. 

Though Master Lilian charges as one might say are expensive, consider what you are paying is nothing much when the end results speaks for itself.

My journey now will be only with Master Lilian, as I see a bright light at the end of the tunnel, where it was dark before now at least I have hope that I can and will be alright as life goes on. Let me share this thought with you.

"The past traps us with regrets of things we cannot change, the future traps us in dreams. It is only our actions and our choices in the present that really matters."

Regards
PP

TESTIMONIAL - ZULAIKHA (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)

Hi everyone..

I just want to tell how grateful I am..before that im not really confident about myself...I scared to left my bf even I know I won't be happy with him..maybe im scared and not brave enough to leave him..i try to maintain our relationship bez we know each other more than 5 years..for me he is the best man in my life even though he not appreciated me...I need to think about my future n master lilian help me to choose better life...she always motivate and support me n make me confident that someone will love me more than I love him..now I confident with my life n hope all my dream come true..tqsm master lilian...

Best regards, 

Zulaikha

TESTIMONIAL - Mr. Adam (Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia)

Things were not good. Not good at all. In fact my life seemed to be doomed. My wife, who once respected and loved me, had now turned cold. Sometimes, i even felt like ending it all.

I have been having problems with my wife. She seemed to be unsatisfied with me and our sex life was not what she used to be. I sought the help of Master Lilian and she told me somethings that i didn't know.

Master Lilian said my wife was not pleased with how i looked and how i smelled. 

But this was not the only thing Master Lilian revealed to me. She said that some other man was interested in my wife and that both of them had been contacting each other for a long time. I was angry, sad and depressed about this. But that was not the only problem.

You see, I also had not been faithful to my wife. I had a skeleton in the closet. Master Lilian had revealed to me that my wife knew about this. It had involved other women. I was devastated. I cried over the phone when Master Lilian asked me to look at myself first and to tell her what i had done behind my wife's back.

Master Lilian brought changes to my life. I now realized that i needed to changed and not blame others for how i felt and what i did. Also, a man should learn to love and respect his wife so that she would not want to be with another man.

I'm glad i went to Master Lilian. Now i know what to do and hope that by changing myself, i can live a better and happier life with my wife. Master Lilian had opened up a way for me to love myself and love my wife. I sincerely hope that in the coming years, my wife and i would love and respect one another again. i also told myself not to indulge in bad practices and live a good and positive life.

Anybody who wants to change their life for the better should go for Master Lilian's sessions. It's a life changing experience! Thank you Master Lilian!

From Adam

TESTIMONIAL - William HRX (Petaling Jaya, Malaysia)

I am very lucky can meet master lilian, she make my life changing. First time I finish drink the Blessing Water, I win the first price at Lottery， it's really amazing. Now good luck is coming on me. I would like to say thanks to Master lilian. ^^

William HRX

TESTIMONIAL - AYUNI, KUALA LUMPUR

Jika dahulu saya selalu dalam  keadaan sedih, pemarah dan kurang keyakinan diri. Sejak berjumpa Master Lillian semua masalah saya telah hilang.ketakutan saya juga dapat saya atasi dan saya tak gugup lagi apabila membuat presentation malah lebih yakin.Sifat pemarah saya juga telah hilang dan sekarang saya lebih tenang. Masalah di tempat kerja yang membelenggu saya selama ini dapat saya atasi dengan pertukaran ke tempat baru yang menjadikan saya lebih bersemangat untuk bekerja.

Terima kasih master.

Ayuni, Kuala Lumpur

TESTIMONIAL - Sara Jane - A big change in My Career‏

A big change in My Career.

‏I remembered before I met Master Lilian, I was just an ordinary teacher in school. Master told me to buy the career allies. After I bought it, things really change. I started with my tuition. Then, the school is sending me to China to have a micro teaching there in May. I was selected to be the basketball team teacher where I have the opportunity to go to China again for competition. Well I do want to say thank you to her and all her advises will always remain in my mind and I will never forget. Thank you so much!!!

Sara Jane

TESTIMONIAL - Winnie - How I Survive

How I Survive.

It was eight years ago that I first met Master Lilian. My marriage was shaken but I still continue with the journey. I lost in touch with Master till last year (2011). This time it was about my marriage again. It was a disaster in my life. I had to go through a break up in my marriage where I never wanted to let go. I thought I want to save this marriage but it's impossible because I have tried to survive. Imagine a man asked you to spank yourself and hit your head onto the wall in order to ask for forgiveness. For the marriage I did that. I still remember how I had to face my parents when they came to meet him in my house. Straight to my face he told my parents that he doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't want the children. It's really hurt. The worst was he told my parents that his family was scared of me. He is going to delete me from his family. But for the sake of my children I still cling on it. When I met Master she has given me the courage and thought me what life is. Master told me that it's not the end of the world if I am going to divorce. A broken marriage doesn't mean the end of the life. Sometimes if it's for everybody sake, we have to let go!! I must be strong in order to have a new life. That's what she told me. I struggled!!! One night I told her that I want to suicide but she advised me not to it. I did want to save this marriage but i know it's time to let go.

Well a big thank you to her because now I am happy with my life. She has been guiding me till this path of my life. I am happy with my children and I am staying with my parents. I met this guy, who has given me fully support and he is nice to me and my children. Master was the one who encouraged me to woo him. I remembered I told her that I won't be able to be inloved and loved. But.....Now I do believe in miracles coz I found it. Without her encouragement and blessings I do not know how my life can be. I do count my blessings every single hour, minutes and seconds. So for those who are struggling out there, always remember Miracles do happen when you make them happen.

Winnie

TESTIMONIAL - Melanie

I'm Melanie.

I have been through a lot of obstacles in life, it happened mostly to love relationship.

This is the perfect nightmare i ever had until one day i woke up and remember a dear friend/Master of mine.

She is Master Lilian Lai, just like my Fairy God Mother with her magic wand.

It begins after a complicated relationship with Mr X whom i feel he is the love of my life at that time. Just because of hurt and hatred i had with Mr X , i turn into a lesbian with Valerie, A lady whom i knew her for 5 years and we lost touch for sometime.

I have no idea why out of the blue moon we met up for a drink. We came out n share a lot of things that had happened. Valerie is a girl who likes the same sex with her while i'm totally not in the category at all.

We started to have feeling for each other after a visit to temple with her. I have been told by other friend of mine that she have the 3rd eye which can see things that many of us do not see. I m totally a rational person and sometimes its hard to believe everything that she said. I have no idea what am i doing that time. I have been told about my past life with her whom happened to be a husband and wife and some other life of us in heaven. She is very pious, into Buddism very much. From what i see she is praying to the proper God but in fact what i found out of so much more scary. That she is a decendant from those Chinese God and some sort of Asura.

Valerie is a nice and kind person but come into being partner with her, which is me, i suffered a lot of her emotional unstable and i nearly commit suicide. She is very harsh in words to me. A very mean person sometimes. She called me names, whore and used the Fuck words on me, never once in my relationship my lover calling me this. I try to be nice to her, supporting her but i found out i'm actually suffering every day whenever we argue about small little things, and she throw tantrum on me. I'm fucking hurt everyday until there are a day i look up to sky and i cried at her balcony. Telling God how suffered i am with this person and suprisingly everytime i'm with her i felt very sick. My whole body was cold like ice and my face is so pale..i felt like puking always.

Even when we eat, she try to control the food i love the most. Seafood! She said i'm actually a decendant of which God in this life and i'm not allowed to eat all this. I feel one kind, n in order to make everyone happy include her bestfriend who support her very much, i went to ladies and puke every seafood i ate. That moment i have no idea n until today i cant remember most of the moments being with her.

Sometimes she make some drinks to me which looks like water but salted type. Everytime i drank it, i feel better n not feeling puke / dizzy. It continue for 3 months. Now if i think back i have no idea how i go through it with her.

Because within that months we actually have a chinese ritual ceremonial for official relationship with her. We nearly exchange blood where she says for a steady confirmation of relationship. I'm blessed that God actually love me so much that i didnt did that.

The day of the ceremonial i have a massive headache and in my heart i have no idea what the fuck am i doing but i still doing that. I felt one kind and i'm so sick during the ceremonial. It feel like in a dream i'm having a nightmare and a dream which i cant woke up. I shouldnt have done that and i really feel so terrible that things are happening to me which i actually had an official relationship with her, a woman.

During the 4th month, a morning i woke up and i started to remember Master Lilian, this time i ask myself what am i doing all this? had a ritual with someone who scold me always? A person who claim to love me the most and also a person who hurt me the most.

Immediately i called her and go for consultation and telling her everything had happened. She saves me from commit suicide and wakes me up from everything and ask me not to be afraid. I go for the exclusive blessing she did for me and finally i have decided to call off the relationship with her. She cant take it and she trying to blackmail me and trying to create a lot of drama.

As i followed what Master Lilian advise me, finally i cut off everything and i dont care what she is going to do to me.

N Valerie dare to curse me and sending me harsh words almost everyday, making me down that time. I stand strong n keep telliing myself she is just nothing! It all the ugly truth of her.

A person who claims she is pious and holy, reciting a lot of mantra everyday but still dare to used harsh words and curse on the person she loved.

This is LUNATIC...and believing in exchange blood! I have to be cruel inoreder to be kind to treat her. At last, she wishes me well and happy and she apologize for everything she does after the blessing that Master did to me and we lost touch after she have transferred to UK for her position in the company.

I finally woke up frm the nightmare and things have been clear. I could see the Sunshine again. I feel my life and i get back on track in everything i used to be.

Half a year later, which is today i found another half of mine who are the man i trully love and the feeling we had for each other are amazing. He accept me for everything that had happened, Before being with this man, i consulted Master Lilian and with all her positive advise and blessing from the highest good. I had found this man which the feeling is so pure and amazing! I started to believed Love is Magic and its beautiful.

I have faith in Master Lilian and the man i have chosen this time. He gave a lot of happiness to me, a laughter which i have lost long time ago. Everytime we are with each other. The smile from our heart are totally pure.

I'm very happy and i count my blessing every day.

p/s : I hope this testimonial will not offend anyone as i'm sharing a true experience in my life.

Love,
Melanie