TESTIMONIAL - Melanie

I'm Melanie.

I have been through a lot of obstacles in life, it happened mostly to love relationship.

This is the perfect nightmare i ever had until one day i woke up and remember a dear friend/Master of mine.

She is Master Lilian Lai, just like my Fairy God Mother with her magic wand.

It begins after a complicated relationship with Mr X whom i feel he is the love of my life at that time. Just because of hurt and hatred i had with Mr X , i turn into a lesbian with Valerie, A lady whom i knew her for 5 years and we lost touch for sometime.

I have no idea why out of the blue moon we met up for a drink. We came out n share a lot of things that had happened. Valerie is a girl who likes the same sex with her while i'm totally not in the category at all.

We started to have feeling for each other after a visit to temple with her. I have been told by other friend of mine that she have the 3rd eye which can see things that many of us do not see. I m totally a rational person and sometimes its hard to believe everything that she said. I have no idea what am i doing that time. I have been told about my past life with her whom happened to be a husband and wife and some other life of us in heaven. She is very pious, into Buddism very much. From what i see she is praying to the proper God but in fact what i found out of so much more scary. That she is a decendant from those Chinese God and some sort of Asura.

Valerie is a nice and kind person but come into being partner with her, which is me, i suffered a lot of her emotional unstable and i nearly commit suicide. She is very harsh in words to me. A very mean person sometimes. She called me names, whore and used the Fuck words on me, never once in my relationship my lover calling me this. I try to be nice to her, supporting her but i found out i'm actually suffering every day whenever we argue about small little things, and she throw tantrum on me. I'm fucking hurt everyday until there are a day i look up to sky and i cried at her balcony. Telling God how suffered i am with this person and suprisingly everytime i'm with her i felt very sick. My whole body was cold like ice and my face is so pale..i felt like puking always.

Even when we eat, she try to control the food i love the most. Seafood! She said i'm actually a decendant of which God in this life and i'm not allowed to eat all this. I feel one kind, n in order to make everyone happy include her bestfriend who support her very much, i went to ladies and puke every seafood i ate. That moment i have no idea n until today i cant remember most of the moments being with her.

Sometimes she make some drinks to me which looks like water but salted type. Everytime i drank it, i feel better n not feeling puke / dizzy. It continue for 3 months. Now if i think back i have no idea how i go through it with her.

Because within that months we actually have a chinese ritual ceremonial for official relationship with her. We nearly exchange blood where she says for a steady confirmation of relationship. I'm blessed that God actually love me so much that i didnt did that.

The day of the ceremonial i have a massive headache and in my heart i have no idea what the fuck am i doing but i still doing that. I felt one kind and i'm so sick during the ceremonial. It feel like in a dream i'm having a nightmare and a dream which i cant woke up. I shouldnt have done that and i really feel so terrible that things are happening to me which i actually had an official relationship with her, a woman.

During the 4th month, a morning i woke up and i started to remember Master Lilian, this time i ask myself what am i doing all this? had a ritual with someone who scold me always? A person who claim to love me the most and also a person who hurt me the most.

Immediately i called her and go for consultation and telling her everything had happened. She saves me from commit suicide and wakes me up from everything and ask me not to be afraid. I go for the exclusive blessing she did for me and finally i have decided to call off the relationship with her. She cant take it and she trying to blackmail me and trying to create a lot of drama.

As i followed what Master Lilian advise me, finally i cut off everything and i dont care what she is going to do to me.

N Valerie dare to curse me and sending me harsh words almost everyday, making me down that time. I stand strong n keep telliing myself she is just nothing! It all the ugly truth of her.

A person who claims she is pious and holy, reciting a lot of mantra everyday but still dare to used harsh words and curse on the person she loved.

This is LUNATIC...and believing in exchange blood! I have to be cruel inoreder to be kind to treat her. At last, she wishes me well and happy and she apologize for everything she does after the blessing that Master did to me and we lost touch after she have transferred to UK for her position in the company.

I finally woke up frm the nightmare and things have been clear. I could see the Sunshine again. I feel my life and i get back on track in everything i used to be.

Half a year later, which is today i found another half of mine who are the man i trully love and the feeling we had for each other are amazing. He accept me for everything that had happened, Before being with this man, i consulted Master Lilian and with all her positive advise and blessing from the highest good. I had found this man which the feeling is so pure and amazing! I started to believed Love is Magic and its beautiful.

I have faith in Master Lilian and the man i have chosen this time. He gave a lot of happiness to me, a laughter which i have lost long time ago. Everytime we are with each other. The smile from our heart are totally pure.

I'm very happy and i count my blessing every day.

p/s : I hope this testimonial will not offend anyone as i'm sharing a true experience in my life.

Love,
Melanie